Sunday, June 25, 2006

那你喜欢他吗?

那当然啦!他一开始,心里就只有我一个人!

人家喜欢你,你就要喜欢他吗?有那么容易吗?!

这样有什么不好?

我看不出来这样哪里好!

这样至少比我好!哪像我?整整花了五年的时间,喜欢上一个根本不可能会喜欢我的人! 现在你只要管好你自己的事就好,何必管起我的事来呢? 有些事跟你一点关系也没有,一点关系也没有!

怎么可能么会一点关系也没有?你喜欢的人是我!不可以喜欢别人!

你总是那么有自信,这算什么嘛?对,对啊!我喜欢的人是你啊!可是我有什么办法!你一点都不喜欢我!

你不要... 你不要喜欢上别人!

1:09 PM;

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

Sometimes, we just say the most reassuring things to others not because we are trying to convince them, but rather if we admit it out loud, we ourselves might actually believe in it enough to come true.

2:16 PM;

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A home where it doesn't feel like one, versus a place which, by all rights, was never home, yet always felt like one.

1:38 PM;

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Saturday, June 17, 2006







Where was your soul born?[pics + detailed answeres]




Your soul was born in the Shadows.Your soul was born in the shadows of the moon at night. You're all mystery and enigma and your element is the Moon. No one really knows who you are, but they might think they know you. You only tell people fragments of who you are and never show your true personality. That doesn't have to mean that youre being someone you're not though. You're always yourself and you never do something just because someone else does. Some might think you're a little cold or dull, but you're just hiding your true self for some reason. Maybe only a couple of selected people have ever seen the true you. You are loyal to these people and it will take time if anyone else wants to gain your trust. You let people think that they know you and that you trust them. But sooner or later they will realize that they never really knew you. Be careful. Someday you might need someone who knows what you need. Trust people. You prefer silence and tranquillity. You're calm and collected and a nice person most of the time.
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Thursday, June 15, 2006

the concept of rebirth. to give up the past.

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

you dont have to know how i do it,
neither do you have to know what i did.
hell, you dont even have to approve of my doings.
you just have to know i did it.

change is not borne of desire but of necessity and happiness is a choice, not an option.

6:53 PM;

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Tuesday, June 06, 2006

"i'm not anybody. to you i might be a toy. but to others i mean the world to them and i'll rather keep that thought that i'm important in their eyes and not just any cheap toy."

" yes so what if i got myself fucking drunk that day. so what if i cried like hell because i miss and love you. so what if i'm not happy this days. so what if i love you. so what if i have feelings for you? SO WHAT. because everything doesnt fucking matter anymore."

pearl, you took the exact words outta my mouth. but maybe not the former. because i never truly existed. in anyone's life. im fastened. away from this world of hurt, i say.

1:55 AM;

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Thursday, May 25, 2006

whether it is for the best or for the worse,
i've come to a decision.
to give up both friends and love,
i will no longer live in delusion.

know me like never before,
hate me for who i am.
i will no longer take any falls,
feelings are nothing, if not just a scam.

you laugh at me because i am different. i laugh at you because you are all the same. support the surrealist.

9:45 AM;

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